masa depan yg cerah. tepuk. tepuk

akhirnya. berjaya juga !! drawing submission berjaya dihantar walaupun de 1 sheet paper yg lewat hantar. xpa. asalkn hantar. phewwww!!

tertidur semasa drive dan berjaya mencalarkan kereta kerana terlanggar divider. ok nsb bek tersedar. haish.

tidak sempat spend masa bersama rakan2 dan juga mat anep. for da future aufa. FUTURE. dgr kata mat anep dh jadik rajin skrg. baguih2. ari2 beliau report ttiap ari pegi klas balek wt kerja sekolah latihan suma. ooh. seperti zaman persekolahan pula.

Cultural Fiesta was a blast! congrats to da crews.. qyla esp. luv da performance performed by da Thai troupe. soooooo cute!!
managed to steal time n went there for a short while. yeah short la sgt sampai habeh ko ddk situ. habes tlepas final episode cita korea xsempat tgk. adoi2.

suma org akan cita psl assignmentssssss yg mcm maha byk itu. ok lets skip dat part. BOORIING!

i wanna go shopping!! sgt mahu!

wishlist :
-military/sailor jacket
-two ways bag (multi ways.whatever)
-new heels. dh aim satu di aldo. oh mai goat! seriously sgt cuuun
-new dress? nooo..
-new shades
-new. new. new

sgt disappointed xdpt pegi hols dgn fam ke benua org. i wanna GOOOOOOOO!! desperately! wanna shop there.. urrggghhhhhhhhhhh

oh rakan2! pls pray for my student exchange scholarship interview next week! but obviously i cant get full scholar due to my result. duuh!! another disappointment! great!

skali skala nk camwhore. sila muntah skrg. nyh la sbb slalu eksiden. cis!

yeahhh bebeh!!!

cultural fiesta

p/s : penang gle panas weh! ddk dlm rumah pn peluh2. dh mcm sauna luar dan dalam. usaha nk jadik minah arab pn kurg berjaya disebabkn mke dh tanned skrg, jadik minah mexico la plakk. xpe. janji hot! haha!!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

kadang2 cemburu juga

yes. saya bukan blogger yg rajin.
tiada idea 1 hal. apa blh buat. bz. bz. bz. beeezzz

cemburu dgn org2 yg bijak mengarang. penulisan A+.

cemburu dgn mereka2 yg sgt sejuk dipandang.

ya. perempuan cantek patut diushar. come here hotties.. come...

cemburu juga dgn mereka yg bijak bahagi masa antara blogging dgn kerja sekolah. bagus2.

recently, i managed to attend 90% of my classes. so far. which means the other 10% was wasted without hesitation la kan. i need more knowledge. M-O-R-E.

i do always feel inferior about my ability. everyone can draw and create ideas. so where should i put myself?

ive been thinking A LOT about my own future. about major things. money, love, family, marriage? pfftt..

one of my lecturer should teach about history of architecture. HISTORY. but so far i can conclude that he's been teaching us about political science. about life. about the truth. which is good in a sense of persuading us to think outside of the box and making us to shout out our opinions but anyways. i can't seem to find the right path or direction or anything about history of architecture. it's HISTORY man.

ok. if u have time try to watch this : Zeitgeist.
we had an assignment based on this movie. hav fun watching!

p/s: sekolah menengah kebangsaan (P) st. george (sggs) & sekolah menengah sultan abdul halim tergolong dalam sekolah berprestasi tggi. tahniah2! suma org nk kecoh psl ni. aku pn nk gk! im proud to b in both schools. awww. school days.. tiba2 mahu putar masa.

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saya suka..

td bersama fatin sasuke dan nik gemok dan kery poyo.

movie : OLD DOGS

rating : 3.5-4.0

ok la. 4 comedy movie

had sushi yum2 before dat dgn fatin.

went 2 beli belah tingkap kt kedai2 sekitar.

konon2 scarf yg blh tuka jd selendang muslimah.

laid back puny muslimah

pastu xjd.tuka profession jd ashkar plak.belemoih beno

wpun dh betol2kn baju. belemoih jugak

dok berangan ada kt jepun/korea pki bju sama. KONON.KONON. tp selipar? apa kes?

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kawan2

guess all da lecturers r laughing rite now.
"architecture course sgt ssh."

yeah! they kenakn us BIG TIME!

it's wayyyyyy harder than the usual ones.

with my packed schedule. classes. n outdoor projects. it's tiring. even in da second week.

i can conclude that i hardly have time for buddies, other events whatsoever.
it is soo stressful. yes. stress is good but sometimes we hav our certain limit.

i cant find my own time. even nomi feels like shes being neglected by me. u poor nomi sayang..

i get pissed off sometimes to a few ppl yg xfaham. i need to find time for my studio, working drawing, site visit, BUDDIES events.

no. i need to cut off my leisure time. my BUDDIES time. my HANIF time.

if its for the future. i rather sacrifice those minor lil things. BUT it doesnt mean that im getting rid of this life that ive been enjoying. i still love my friends. n they are da reason im still standing rite now. da reason im still able to breathe my youth with pleasant. however. im talking bout my career. the one that i need to take note, to take serious care from now on.

i love all of u.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

yoyoyoyoyoy

wuts bout new year n resolution

new year :
new year dis time. i spent da whole nite in bed. puurrrrrfect! had sorethroat n fever. damn!

but on da next day wen 2 perlis wif my lovely frens.
pdg besar, gua kelam n singgah sebentar di taman pe ntah kt tepi highway nyh. konklusinya our trip 4 dat day mmg best!






resolusi tahun ini sama spt taun lps.

tp wishlist taun nyh :

-nk pegi bangkok, s'pore, france, italy,... whoaaa
-candle light dinner.
-bersama rakan2. rakan2. rakan2. oh sayang kamu semua!

xoxoxoxoxoox

tahu tak? tahu x?

yeah. so da results were out like a week ago but yet i am still pondered with unexplained thoughts n questions.

i can guess bout my grades before i even sit for them. well, hell yeah last min studies were efficient after all.

bout my studio? yeah. i flunked. i noticed dat. i was expecting it to turn out this bad. if not i wont realize n aware of how much i screwed it. its totally a wake up call for me n im being grateful for it actually. tnx to all my lecturers!

last semester was actually a total nightmare. two accidents, a lot of ditching classes, too many outside projects need to be completed, plus thousands of embarrassing moments, well... dats in the past. now we need to look upon our future n present.

no more ponteng2. do assignments early. study. yadayadayada.

i never fulfill those wishes.

present. 20 units.

a lot of classes. barely we have class everyday. great. just great.

something dat i need to bear of. all i need is to look back in da past n remind me bout myself; surviving dis semester with flying colours. n also to always. always. n always has a rigid reminder bout my future tho i started 2 dislike n hate my profession.

i can survive. i hope so.


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rejuvenate

hav u ever doubt da honesty n sincerity of someone dat has been pulling a messy prank on u n it seems to effect ur whole life before?

does 'never trust anyone' policy has been in ur diary lately?

hav u ever judge a person by evaluating their appearances?

these questions will haunt u one day.

indeed i need to agree on da saying of ppl will judge u by ur first look. dat was however happened to be my principle once.

now. i seem to not care on how others review me based on my first appearance. coz as far as im concern dey dont hav da right to do so. not them but us.

i need to admit dat i luv to judge ppl based on da way dey address u, da way dey speak, da way dey dress up n so on. da fundamental dat ive been holding tight once before turned out to be a terrible n malicious way of thinking. horrible.

despite of da ugliness n how pitiful of someone's mind is, as long as dey value their friendship da way i valued mine. those minor lil things wont bother me at all. well, maybe a lil, but not as crucial as before.

ive grown up.

n yes, ppl can change. yes, i am.

xoxoxoxoxoxox